Last night I removed all my belongings in my ‘Rayleigh’ house. I’m currently staying round my Mum’s house for the next few days and on Saturday I am moving to my new house in Runwell.
I couldn’t have got a better deal on a houseshare than my latest one in Runwell.
£325 a month - ALL bills included. It’s a very large house, I have a beautiful room with a Kingsize bed, plenty of storage and floorspace in my bedroom, TV in room which includes Sky and ALL it’s films + sky sports channels, unlimited use of landline, broadband, a hot tub/jacuzzi in the garden. And most importantly, I am living with an elderly lady who is LOVELY and respectful and not controlling/abusive/drunk like my previous housemate!
She said she mostly visits family at the weekend…so I pretty much have the house to myself at them times too :D ahhhh absolute bliss! I HOPE TO GOD MY LUCK GETS BETTER FROM NOW ON!
Also, It’s my 20th BIRTHDAY next tuesday and I can’t wait! I’m spending my actual birthday with my boyfriend as he has a birthday ‘surprise’ for me + a romantic meal afterwards ;D blessss him. On wednesday I am visiting family for birthday celebrations, and then on Friday I plan on getting absolutely cunted at the Brush with some friends :D
I have an exciting/eventful week ahead of me :D
Had to best weekend in a long while :D
Feel really happy and blessed to have such lovely people in my life atm :D
it doesn’t in my world but awhhh stitch <3
As much as I want to disliked her, she’s absolutely gorgeous!
There’s no denying how much of a babe she really is. Le sigh.
You see us as you want to see us… In the simplest terms, in the most convenient definitions.
Here is the church and here is the steeple,
We sure are cute for two ugly people
I don’t see what anyone can see, in anyone else but you.
Awww, *sigh* JUNO <3
Watching Jeremy Kyle USA earlier made me choke on my cereal!
The man accused his girlfriend of sleeping with her OWN sister!
She took a lie detector and it was of course FALSE. But oh my god, what kind of fucked up person would even have them sick, deluded thoughts!
Monday morning I woke up to Yogi bear lying next to me.
So I haven’t seen/spoken to my family in nearly a month since I left home. My Mum said I could come round on Thursday for dinner as ‘it would be nice to see me’ and that was the only date she had free.
So i just got a ring and she has cancelled on me last minute (BY GETTING MY LITTLE BROTHER TO PHONE ME NOT HERSELF) as she says she has other plans now.
THANKS FOR THAT. YOU DO HAVE A FUCKING GOOD WAY OF SHOWING YOU CARE :|
racism more than anything.
one of my favourite films!
Ten Things To Do When You Feel Like Crap:
1. Have a really hot, long shower. Cry if you need to. Sit on the ground. Feel sorry for yourself. Let the steam soak into your skin. Let the hot water wash your face clean. But the moment you turn off that water, you are done feeling sorry for yourself. Make a decision to move on from that sadness.
2. Clean. I know, cleaning is boring and annoying - but how about that feeling you get when you are finished? The smell of the vacuum. That feeling of accomplishment? Who knows, you might even find money along the way. Totally worth it. It’s like starting with a clean slate.
3.Call a friend you haven’t spoken to for a while. If your first choice doesn’t pick up, choose someone else. Ask them all about how their lives are going and tell them about yours. Not only will it take your mind off whatever crappy thing you have been plagued by, but you will laugh with them! Laughing triggers endorphins and endorphins make you happy!
4.Go for a run or a walk. This get’s your endorphins and dopamine going crazy. You will get more energy and more happiness just because the chemicals in your body are running around!
5.Stop and take it all in. Walking in the night? Stop and look at the stars. Breathe in the cold air. Feel alive.
6.Stop whining. Ever heard the saying “love life and life will love you back”? Or, the idea of the power of attraction? It’s true! If you sit around saying “why me, waaaaa waaaa” then bad things will happen to you. You’re already defeated. If you start saying, “I will be happy, I will accomplish my ambitions, I will find love, I do look amazing, I am a great friend” etc., then not only will you start to believe them but you will be amazed at what amazing things start to happen.
7.Drink tea. This always works. Not a tea fan? Try hot water with a slice of lemon and some agave syrup.
8.Make a conscious decision to stop holding certain grudges. We all have people we have held grudges on in the past. Let them go. If you feel like you owe this person an apology, don’t be too proud. Send them a sincere facebook apology. Sincerity is in the intent, so even if it’s a 2 sentence apology - as long as you mean it it’s worth it.
9.Cook some really nice, warm food. Stimulate your taste buds with anything as simple as two minute noodles or as lavish as a three course garlic bread, pasta bake, chocolate mousse triple combo.
10.Write down a list of goals to achieve for the week. As simple as “buy insect repellent” or as large as “jog for 25 minutes non stop” and tick them off when they’re done. You will feel very accomplished and that alone will help pep up your mood!